Chapter 19: A whole year + later..

So much for wanting to do a one year post because I am only now managing to type in a few words one year and 8 months later !! Oh well… better late than never and who knows Kanna might want to dig this post out one day and know what she was up to...

Chapter 18: I wish I was more like my son

I wish I was more like my son… he is the most chilled out human being I have ever known…!! The fact that he is a tiny human being undoubtedly helps but I personally know a lot of other tiny human beings and by far he is the most chilled out person I know! Trust...

Chapter 17: Managing motherhood alongside long-term chronic pain

My little stint at the hospital has lasted over 17 days now and I’m still waiting to go home. I have suffered from lower back pain and sciatica for many years now but somehow wasn’t expecting a showstopper at my doorstep in the name of 2 back to back open invasive surgeries. It’s been hard...

Chapter 13: Life after Placement

It has been over 100 days since Kanna and Kutta were placed with us but it feels like forever... already. Our home smells different, our routines are different, our priorities have changed so drastically that the little things you used to worry about before placement seems like a distant memory. It has been one of...

Life and death..all in a matter of few moments..

It has been 8 months approximately since grandma passed on … I choose this word consciously because I feel like she is still around somewhere in a form that I cannot see, hear or touch but only feel, subconsciously for the most part. The past months have been a roller coaster for me in many...